Emo without a reason

have u ever, feel emo but donno what is the reason
have u ever, stare at the computer screen so long that u dont know what u're looking at
have u ever, feel like wanted to blog so much, but nothing comes out from your mind

i realized, i start to emo whenever i on9 for very long but i totally hv nothing to do using the internet.
i simply juz stared at the screen, the fb page. but nothing seems to gain my interest.
feel so much like calling someone to talk with, but my phone bill is very expensive already.
sometimes i just wish someone could call me when i needed it, and pull me out from the emo-world
i wish i am not the one who keep calling ppl...but my phone never rings...
really, i always smile without noticing it myself, when my phone rings.
at that moment, my heart is filled with happiness,
because i know, someone is thinking about me, or someone needs me.
being needed means alot for me.
it makes me feel, i am important to that person.
and makes me feel, i am not so useless...